2/14/26

got such a high off running into my cousin and her fiance at barlett coffee place or whatever in ghent, ny. it was properly middle aged. we were talking about our jobs and our homes, ai. had fucked a lot last night and again this morning and eaten a chocolate macadamia nut gf donut at the farmers market and the double americano worked directly on my face, all smiles. my cousin was halfway through my book, and driving away i felt as though i finally understood when i would see my parents to talk to their siblings, or whomever was at the grown up table. it was gray skies and long streaks of gray within the gray. we had been doing the jigsaw puzzle sky earlier. we listened to music we liked and talk about real estate agents, and then we went to tierra farm and bought chocolate covered cherries and ginger and laxative tea and a macadamia nut bar